I have not talked to Joy in a long time. I was campaigning via facebook promoting tellyourtd.com when a chat sparked between us and I let myself become immersed in her life for a few minutes.
We are each so different now. Its hard to believe that the people we are now used to once draw hearts on our grey skirts in after school study, colour all over joys bedroom walls and drink wkd on the way to the harriers….
It is a strong comfort to me however to feel such a connection still to the people in my past that once meant alot to me, not to say that they do not now but we have not talked in a long time and I miss her. I miss the way we were but we cannot go back there.
All we can do is be the best that we can in the present and look on the past with a kind heart and fond memories, and look to the future with hopes and ambition.
I have so much hope and ambition for Joy. And maybe this spark will light a candle that will continue to burn. And I would like that very much indeed I do think.
