I’m in one of those moods where I want to be stupid and careless and stay up all night watching pointless tv shows. I know it’s a bad idea because I gotta work an 8 hour shift starting at 11 but then again i’m only a teenager for another two weeks so might as well make the most of it.
My family are constantly fighting and I hate it. I have too much anger and upset to put down in words right now. I wish things were different.
Eoghan is home from Frankfurt tomorrow and Leanne from Berlin friday! Everyone is coming back for Christmas. I feel in a way that I have been as far away as they have… Today I visited people. I visited my nanny and saw her beautiful new kitchen, I visited my aunts and sat and drank coffee with my cousin Lisa and her boyfriend Joe. They are together six months now and living together in port. I knew none of this.
I’m going to make a list of all the people I need to make an effort to catch up with before I return to Sligo.
I got some interesting post this week. One Christmas card (my first!) all the way from Berlin! and a lovely letter from Mr Norton himself inviting me back to a much needed retreat to meitheal the end of January… Just what the doctor ordered.
So now…. How I met your mother season 6…. Let’s go!
